Biyernes, Pebrero 25, 2011

mga tanda ng katapusan ng mundo...

isang partikular na araw sa buhay ng isang mag-aaral...
ngunit isang pinakamasamang pangyayari sa akn..

well, an ordinary day..
but then, i was bullied for the honesty i've shown for the sake of my love for truth and justice..
we were checking our papers..
and i just heard noises..
"dagdagan niyo yung score...wag niyong ibababa sa 80!!! kahit mali, i-check niyo na!!"
Prescilla and me were just quiet..sitting in a corner of the room..
we don't know what to do...

but their freaking attitude totally fed me up.. is it wrong to be truthful sometimes??
why do they have to do this??
they are so irrational..not thinking on the consequences of that act..
they are so injust.. blaming us because they are caught..
i really don't care and not even paying concern on what they have done... unless our names got involved on the cheating process..
well, we are bullied and often hearing bad and foul words and even giving titles about us..
we are still fighting.. until graduation..
after this, i will forget them..
and all they have done..
as if im treating them as a bad memory i have to forget all my life..
i will runaway from them..
and never, ever remember them...

Lunes, Pebrero 7, 2011

my waterloo

so it was started here..
i didn't realize that time flies very fast..
and he was my savior..
i really don't know how it started
but in a blink of an eye, im stucked to him..
i am deeply troubled on how i feel..
i just wanted to be beautiful, just like them..
experience being danced in a party, experience to be suited on, experience to be given such beautiful gifts on a special occasion..
yet, i am like this,,
a girl you shouldn't like to, the kind of girl you must hate.. because i am ugly more than you think..
ugly in a way that i didn't even know how it feels to courted on..
im feeling it's unfair because im always the one who falls for someone easily, while him can't..
i know it may sound very selfish and childish..
but that's the way i feel..
i can't be cured anymore.. it's helpless..



and i deeply disappointed him.. i never put some effort for my love for him.. i just say i love him, but i never showed it..
and i regretted the time that i fall.. when i know there's no one to catch me..
uhhh... it really hurts me..